17. Madeira

Category: Writers Block

Post 1 by poetaster (Account disabled) on Monday, 12-Apr-2010 11:37:53

I dance with the grace of the crimson tides
I grow with the winds of your court
I loved with the forces of the sea and moon
I hate you for cutting me short.

Your lies will forever haunt me
As into my new world I grow
You’ll never again see my tears of pain
For I’ve long since forgotten you
I know.

You gave me nothing for my endless reprieve
I gave you the world for yours
I will never again be this docile queen
As out of me my anger steadily pores.

Why was I never enough for you?
Why could you never trust
Your lies were the forces by which you lived
Your lies were your ungodly lust.

It equals a sin to believe in you
The innocent hearts mustn’t dare
Your lies are the windows to your heartless soul
your heart has yet to care.

Why could you never believe me?
Why could you never let go?
All I asked was that you let me in
Alas that was too far for you to go.

I’ll never understand your endless loads
I’ll never again want to try
You’ve lost the chance to ever hold me again
I no longer desire the reasons why.

So the next time your eyes bleed the tears of remorse,
Or the pain of a long lost friend
Don’t foolishly think I’m the friend I once was,
Because our time together has met its end.

My anguish has surpassed the reaches
Of anger misery and pain
Your redundant tears have lost their hold on me
As I leave you once again.

Now is the time to at last say good-bye
And perhaps for you to grieve
I have not the strength to love a heart as yours
I have in only myself to believe.

I hope that your life is as certain as mine,
And that you can someday move on
For that is the key to surviving this hell
And understanding that this time, I’m gone.